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It’s only 4 days into my first TTC cycle and I already fear failure. I can’t just let things be and see how it goes. I tried meditation, yoga, relaxing. None of it would calm my fertility fears. So instead of trying to calm myself into believing it will be okay I’ve decided to switch strategies.
I don’t even want to have a BFP on the first cycle. Nope, not what I want. And here are all the reasons:
- I can save for an extra month toward my grand financial plan.
- More time to read baby books.
- Another month to be a work-a-holic and push back maternity leave.
- Thats it. I even suck at picking sour grapes.