Today was our first official day at “trying to conceive”. Seems weird that for such a large life-changing decision the only thing I had to do today is take my temperature this morning. 98.2 degrees Fahrenheit. And that is all I can do on my TTC quest today. That and of course there is the worrying, the thinking, the day dreaming about what ifs and what if nots. If I am already on pins and needles on day one can you imagine what the two-week wait will be like? Excruciating. And then there will be 9 months of waiting. Dear god I am going to be terrible at this.

