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Minnie joins in the Nesting Craze

Pregnancy can make you do crazy things.  I spent the entire day obsessively cleaning EVERYTHING.  From the baseboards, to shampooing carpets, to door casings.  Everything must be pristine for Bella!

Now that I am full term there is this new sense of – what if she comes right now, in five minutes, today?  I know most first time moms go past their due date, so there is no logical reason I should think she would come before our set delivery date.  Yet there is the “what if” factor.  It’s difficult to deal with.  For the next 2 weeks I feel like I have to be completely ready in every way at the drop of a hat for Isabella to be here.

The thank you notes have to be finished and mailed, there can be no dishes in the sink, laundry must be folded, everything in order exactly where it should be – all ready for the guest of honor.  It’s like having royalty visitors on their way, but you don’t know when they will arrive.  And it’s beginning to wear on my mental state.

Just up the street from my house the city is putting in new culverts in a canal.  We live on a dead end street.  The other day while they were working on this canal they tore up the entire street.  I pulled up and saw the gapping hole across both lanes of my little road and proceeded to freak out.  I called my husband crying because “how can they block off an entire road, I’m pregnant and I could be in labor right now!”  I wasn’t in labor.  But the fact remains that I COULD have been.  Turns out they were directing traffic to drive straight through someone’s front yard to get around.  So I wasn’t trapped.  Whew.  It was a close call.  If those workers only knew they were about 5 seconds away from having a crazy pregnant woman yelling in their face.

I don’t think I can take 2 more weeks of this craziness.  Maybe it will calm down once I get every possible duck in it’s row.

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Monday we went to the doctor to get a date.  It was supposed to be the week of the 8th, so that I can get a transfusion before going into spontaneous labor.  Well aparently something changed because the date is now February 15th!  The OB said that the MFM recommended waiting until the 39th week and because of that she couldn’t legally induce sooner.  I understand that the longer she bakes, the better things are for her health.  And the pregnancy hasn’t gotten so bad that I’m dying for her to come out yet.  It’s just that I like my planning…and when anything changes with my plans it freaks me out.  If the week of the 15th had been the date all along, I would have no problem.  But I don’t like things changing this late in the game.

In other news I have “dropped”.  Saturday she actually turned head down for a few hours, but then turned back around.  I thought it looked like she had dropped, but I wasn’t sure if it was possible to drop with a head up baby.  The doctor confirmed that I had indeed dropped.  And today I have cramping and lower pelvic pain that feels like she is going to fall out when I stand up or walk.  I had always thought Bella was going to stay snuggled in the uterus until we induced, but now I am starting to wonder if she’ll come sooner than the 39 weeks.  And that has me worried about what happens with the transfusion if I go into labor before the 15th.  I should have asked the doctor this last week, but I was too shocked by the news of “another week” to ask questions.

I’ve also started this crazy over the top nesting thing.  At night after work I feel like I’m on speed and have to get EVERYTHING done right now this second, can’t wait.  I must wash everything and clean everything and organize everything.  And did I already wash that?  I think it should be re-washed.  I was so excited for the 24 season premier.  But I could not enjoy any of it.  I was running around washing and folding and sewing and trying to watch Jack.  Even a nuclear threat couldn’t keep me interested long enough to sit still.

And don’t get me started on the hospital bag.  Every night I go through the list of necessities and take things out of the bag, put them back in to make sure I have it all.  I go over the list again to be sure nothing was forgotten.  And I find myself going over the list at night thinking I am forgetting something.  I am fully expecting that when it is time to go to the hospital we forgot the entire perfectly packed hospital bag.

I feel like I am so ready for her, yet she is a world away.  In my mind these 4 weeks that seperate us feel like 4 years.  Isabella, I am just so excited to meet you!

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Last night as I was making myself a breadstick I burnt my baby on the oven door…while she’s still inside me.  This is not looking good for my parenting skills.  I misjudged the size of my belly and leaned over to check on the breadstick a bit to close and my belly touched the inside of the oven door.  Then I lifted my shirt to check if it left a burn mark.  But I have no clue if it did, why?  Because the underside of my belly is as distant and remote to me as the other side of the moon.

When I look down at my belly it really doesn’t seem THAT big.  But when I catch a glance from the side in a mirror, I think “where the hell did THAT come from.”  At least now I can’t complain that random people tell me I look too small for how far along I am.  Lately random people at the gas station and such seem to think I’m going to go into labor any minute.  It’s so funny that maybe a month ago I was scared about a small belly and now I am expecting a phone call from the post office any day that my rotund midsection requires it’s own zip code.

I’m glad my belly only decided to pop out in it’s massive glory late in the pregnancy though.  Now I only have about a month of this belly.  And this belly is not fun.  It adds a layer of complexity to every day tasks.  Putting on tennis shoes now requires a good 10 minutes, a firm seat to sit on, lots of huffing and puffing, a few grunts, and patience.  I am trying to wear slip on flats every day for the rest of the pregnancy.  If only the weather would cooperate with me.  AND the weather…  It’s 30 degrees outside, everyone else is bundled up in sweaters and coats.  I walk outside in a long sleeve cotton shirt and a coat.  Immediately sweating, so I take off the coat.  Still sweating, so i push up the sleeves, and good god, who made 30 degrees feel like 80?  Someone is playing tricks on me!  AND the sweating…  No matter how much deodorant I put on and no matter how strong it is, I still sweat bullets every day.  I bought the super-strong deodorant that has like 40% of the antiperspirant active ingredient, and I slather it on daily.  Years from now my arm pits will grow eyeballs from all the Aluminum zirconium tricholorohydrex glycine I used during pregnancy.

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